Rebekah's sobs had stopped as her too-human body fell into exhausted sleep, and the quiet stretched out through the plantation house in a parody of peace, though he supposed it was more the silent stillness of death. Appropriate, really. They'd all died a long time ago, after all, at least together. And Kol had died once more, alone. And then again tonight, and they'd been bound for a few moments, and Elijah could see again where Finn had made his misstep, had misjudged Niklaus.
Where he had, too, he supposed, though the day's schemes and losses wore down on him enough that his hand trembled as he poured himself a drink.
They'd preserved Kol's body to consecrate as Rebekah searched for the spell to save him, again. Another rebirth, leading eventually to another death.
Going back to the Abattoir had seemed wrong, and Elijah was grateful for it. The peace was a better counterpoint to his thoughts than the sound of...what was undoubtedly going on there. What he had allowed through his own foolishness, his inability to break through his own walls and hers until it was too late.
Everything was welling up in him: this new thing he was becoming as of yet without a name, the words that were stopped before they formed, the grief for a brother he'd failed to mourn properly before, the shards of the walls he'd let come down. It was a good thing he didn't need to breathe, because he couldn't right now. He hurled the glass in his hand at the mirror, shattering both instead like the fractured pieces of himself.
It felt...good, and for a moment all he wanted to was to tear down everything and leave it burning in his wake. Instead, he shuddered and sank to the sofa, head in his hands and tried to--what was the expression? Shut the stable door after the horse has bolted? Ridiculous saying, really, but he understood it well, right now.
Where he had, too, he supposed, though the day's schemes and losses wore down on him enough that his hand trembled as he poured himself a drink.
They'd preserved Kol's body to consecrate as Rebekah searched for the spell to save him, again. Another rebirth, leading eventually to another death.
Going back to the Abattoir had seemed wrong, and Elijah was grateful for it. The peace was a better counterpoint to his thoughts than the sound of...what was undoubtedly going on there. What he had allowed through his own foolishness, his inability to break through his own walls and hers until it was too late.
Everything was welling up in him: this new thing he was becoming as of yet without a name, the words that were stopped before they formed, the grief for a brother he'd failed to mourn properly before, the shards of the walls he'd let come down. It was a good thing he didn't need to breathe, because he couldn't right now. He hurled the glass in his hand at the mirror, shattering both instead like the fractured pieces of himself.
It felt...good, and for a moment all he wanted to was to tear down everything and leave it burning in his wake. Instead, he shuddered and sank to the sofa, head in his hands and tried to--what was the expression? Shut the stable door after the horse has bolted? Ridiculous saying, really, but he understood it well, right now.